因为越来越了解自己而觉得恐惧

..Yosh!its been awhile to see my new post here,hahaha!Well...maybe im really get too bored alone in my room now.. Well, what i want to write actually is not much differences compared to what i had wrote last time. Yes,again i want to say that i seriously hate University life,i hate test! i hate wake up in early morning and go to the hell class and am lazy and suck to organize event for activities..Its really hard to organize an event if people are not giving their cooperation well,i am not to be mean here,its just a way to release my stress...its hard to convey cause u know what..friendship..but actually friend have to confess whatever you feel not right on the spot rather than u keep your mouth shut and think "never mind,its ok..'' but u have to see what kind of friend is it,can he or she accept you telling the truth? He or she might feel you are ego and self-centered (oh,well...) or what so ever..So,it is better to keep your mouth shut sometime...(im such a coward maybe..). My holidays was just over,thats why my mood is not stable now..my mind still in Ipoh eventhough my body is on Uni..not in mood to study yet..URG!!! My holidays..is just AWESOME and i really had enjoy my time with my friend very much..no matter with my form5 or form6 friends they all are nicer and i feel really happy by spending time with them. It is worth to know them...i went to beach,i had a BBQ...cinema..outing..and most remarkable..SING K!! i really enjoy sing k with friends..luckily all my friends are playful,they really get in my mood when in singing room and i can completely forget everything and enjoy my time with my friends..too bad some of my friends cant join me..i miss them..i must invite them next time....really miss them alot...Well...when i back to UPM..my mood went down..although i still feel happy when i meet my UPM friends..but yet,i still can't feel the warmness that i gained from Ipoh friends..but some friends in UPM are really good..maybe i just think of my first semester result just make me sad...(trying to force myself to smile and cheer..results don't mean anything! ^^v),i worry about test..cause i scare i got no time to study while i have a ton of activities waiting me to do..and i have to score high CGPA on this sem in order to cover my first sem's result..thats really stressed me alot..thanks to UPM =x Well,its all about the craps today,thanks for paying attention on what i had wrote. I feel relieved after writing this..bear in my mind..SMILE!! ^^

不明白我就算，有什么不满就讲出来咯！！你不讲谁知道？？？只是在背后偷偷摸摸说三道四能解决问题么？？？不爽我就出声啦！！

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hi..its been awhile for me to update my blog..i got no time to update my blog...hu...what i wan to say is i hate university life..asignments,tests,activities...naik bus...GRR!! im bored and sick of these things..=.=..sometime i think that,shud i giving up on my studies and go to work instead?wah..what a waste..i used to enter uni by really hardworking when i was form6...hu~so thats just a thought..anywayz. well,getting busy is ok for me but im...really getting tired of activities..mayb i shall cut off some activities which not benefits much..example..although i like moden dance but mayb break dance and popping are really no suitable for me =.= ,i think i better concentrade my time on piano would be much better..although im not talented in piano at all but i think learn piano is much better than moden dance..( at least i prefer piano more @@) ...friends in upm are quite good...(some of them are weird),seniors are passion..lecturers are ...no comment -_-....thats all bout my craps today...chioz =x

My very first step.

Finally,its the time to go to university. When i was studying in form6,how i wished to enter university as soon as possible,i can't even wait more than 1minute for that,but when really comes to the time to enter university,i not really feel like going to university..by right i should be very happy cause i never expected that i can enter local university and i got a great university at KL ,but i don't have any feelings of it...aiyak,what i wan to say is my feelings are quite complex now,i am leaving my family,my beloved home..i will be very miss the smell of my pillow (hentai!! lol im such a childish boy xD) ,my toilet bowl (lol),my friends *sniff*,my puppy *sobs* and everything at ipoh!!!! How i wished to study at form6 again now!! Everyday laugh with friends,going to tuition with friends,playing and chitchat around with friends.Now we are all separated to different universities..*sobs*(hopefully our friendship can maintain and everlasting!) Well,going to study is stressing me,i never used my brain for half year,and i realize that my brain really not working properly now -.-ll,i scare i will fail for my first sem.lols~ huhu! Don't think that im a very smart student because i got straight A for my stpm,actually im not that smart. Maybe i got some luck in stpm. I shall not crapping anymore,i must be confident on my future studies for my family,friends,teacher and my future~!
P/S: Dear KL friends,hey i come! =)

Yoh!

Yoh!! Its been awhile i never updated my blog o.O (Its been half year though..) .Why am i suddenly update my blog?lol,i just wanna share my thoughts and feelings after watching an anime which can really touched my heart besides Clannad. Yes! The anime that i mentioned is Angel beats!! Angel beats only has 13episode (sobs). I can finally understand why this anime is named as 'Angel beats" after i have watched last episode. It doesnt mean "围殴天使'' which is translated by some silly ppl,opss,i don't mean to insult anyone here but ...Omg im out of topic right now o.O *blush* ,well ya,this anime is great as well as Clannad,check it out when you're free.The name of this anime is '天使的心跳'/Angel Beats!. =) Thats all! chioz!!

Osh,mina san !

konbanwa ~finally i have updated my blog~ dunnoe why just feel to do so ~.~
Tonight i had a dinner with my teacher ms chan and my form6 friends~ We gonna thank to ms chan for helping us get A for economy,haha. She is great teacher ah,we supposed to belanja ms chan makan geh but ms chan paid for us instead >< , so we have to belanja ms chan back on da future xD . Ms chan told me a very sad tragedy...YES i have to cut and dye off my hair for thursday anugerah day on my school,OMG, i left my school already mah ,still have to cut off my hair =.= what the hell~~i keep my hair for FEW months liao leh,got gan qing de mah ...so sad la if i cut my hair off =x . LOOK at my hair... T_T sad sad sad

(sad pose ,shud giv my school geh teacher see my blog to tong qing me =x)