2012!

Look at the old post..I can't believe it was wrote by me,haha! I guess I have grown up alot compared to last time. I don't easily get stressed now even my result is bad xD (I think I get used wif it d -.-''). Yesh, I have grown up! Becoming a mature guy and not a little brat anymore, haha! I'm not going to praise myself xD but I feel proud in this moment! Well, I'm really glad to be one of UPMers and member of Buddhist Society! I have learnt alot from here! Buddha is great teacher! * Buddha isn't god or whatsoever, he's just a human who is is enlighten one* His teaching really touched me alot! Yes, his teaching is applied in my life! I know what I really need deep from my heart. Thanks to Buddha,lol. This is the reason why I'm still busying for me 3rd year life! Buddha teaching is applicable when I'm organising events,haha! Self improvement and value is really important right? ^^

lazy to write more le..blog is a platform for me to observe my improvement~lol. but I think...its not a good platform as Im lazy to type -.-'' I choose to update my blog cause the posts below.... hmm~ I know you understand what I meant xDD
chioz!

因为越来越了解自己而觉得恐惧

..Yosh!its been awhile to see my new post here,hahaha!Well...maybe im really get too bored alone in my room now.. Well, what i want to write actually is not much differences compared to what i had wrote last time. Yes,again i want to say that i seriously hate University life,i hate test! i hate wake up in early morning and go to the hell class and am lazy and suck to organize event for activities..Its really hard to organize an event if people are not giving their cooperation well,i am not to be mean here,its just a way to release my stress...its hard to convey cause u know what..friendship..but actually friend have to confess whatever you feel not right on the spot rather than u keep your mouth shut and think "never mind,its ok..'' but u have to see what kind of friend is it,can he or she accept you telling the truth? He or she might feel you are ego and self-centered (oh,well...) or what so ever..So,it is better to keep your mouth shut sometime...(im such a coward maybe..). My holidays was just over,thats why my mood is not stable now..my mind still in Ipoh eventhough my body is on Uni..not in mood to study yet..URG!!! My holidays..is just AWESOME and i really had enjoy my time with my friend very much..no matter with my form5 or form6 friends they all are nicer and i feel really happy by spending time with them. It is worth to know them...i went to beach,i had a BBQ...cinema..outing..and most remarkable..SING K!! i really enjoy sing k with friends..luckily all my friends are playful,they really get in my mood when in singing room and i can completely forget everything and enjoy my time with my friends..too bad some of my friends cant join me..i miss them..i must invite them next time....really miss them alot...Well...when i back to UPM..my mood went down..although i still feel happy when i meet my UPM friends..but yet,i still can't feel the warmness that i gained from Ipoh friends..but some friends in UPM are really good..maybe i just think of my first semester result just make me sad...(trying to force myself to smile and cheer..results don't mean anything! ^^v),i worry about test..cause i scare i got no time to study while i have a ton of activities waiting me to do..and i have to score high CGPA on this sem in order to cover my first sem's result..thats really stressed me alot..thanks to UPM =x Well,its all about the craps today,thanks for paying attention on what i had wrote. I feel relieved after writing this..bear in my mind..SMILE!! ^^

不明白我就算，有什么不满就讲出来咯！！你不讲谁知道？？？只是在背后偷偷摸摸说三道四能解决问题么？？？不爽我就出声啦！！

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hi..its been awhile for me to update my blog..i got no time to update my blog...hu...what i wan to say is i hate university life..asignments,tests,activities...naik bus...GRR!! im bored and sick of these things..=.=..sometime i think that,shud i giving up on my studies and go to work instead?wah..what a waste..i used to enter uni by really hardworking when i was form6...hu~so thats just a thought..anywayz. well,getting busy is ok for me but im...really getting tired of activities..mayb i shall cut off some activities which not benefits much..example..although i like moden dance but mayb break dance and popping are really no suitable for me =.= ,i think i better concentrade my time on piano would be much better..although im not talented in piano at all but i think learn piano is much better than moden dance..( at least i prefer piano more @@) ...friends in upm are quite good...(some of them are weird),seniors are passion..lecturers are ...no comment -_-....thats all bout my craps today...chioz =x

My very first step.

Finally,its the time to go to university. When i was studying in form6,how i wished to enter university as soon as possible,i can't even wait more than 1minute for that,but when really comes to the time to enter university,i not really feel like going to university..by right i should be very happy cause i never expected that i can enter local university and i got a great university at KL ,but i don't have any feelings of it...aiyak,what i wan to say is my feelings are quite complex now,i am leaving my family,my beloved home..i will be very miss the smell of my pillow (hentai!! lol im such a childish boy xD) ,my toilet bowl (lol),my friends *sniff*,my puppy *sobs* and everything at ipoh!!!! How i wished to study at form6 again now!! Everyday laugh with friends,going to tuition with friends,playing and chitchat around with friends.Now we are all separated to different universities..*sobs*(hopefully our friendship can maintain and everlasting!) Well,going to study is stressing me,i never used my brain for half year,and i realize that my brain really not working properly now -.-ll,i scare i will fail for my first sem.lols~ huhu! Don't think that im a very smart student because i got straight A for my stpm,actually im not that smart. Maybe i got some luck in stpm. I shall not crapping anymore,i must be confident on my future studies for my family,friends,teacher and my future~!
P/S: Dear KL friends,hey i come! =)

Yoh!

Yoh!! Its been awhile i never updated my blog o.O (Its been half year though..) .Why am i suddenly update my blog?lol,i just wanna share my thoughts and feelings after watching an anime which can really touched my heart besides Clannad. Yes! The anime that i mentioned is Angel beats!! Angel beats only has 13episode (sobs). I can finally understand why this anime is named as 'Angel beats" after i have watched last episode. It doesnt mean "围殴天使'' which is translated by some silly ppl,opss,i don't mean to insult anyone here but ...Omg im out of topic right now o.O *blush* ,well ya,this anime is great as well as Clannad,check it out when you're free.The name of this anime is '天使的心跳'/Angel Beats!. =) Thats all! chioz!!

Osh,mina san !

konbanwa ~finally i have updated my blog~ dunnoe why just feel to do so ~.~
Tonight i had a dinner with my teacher ms chan and my form6 friends~ We gonna thank to ms chan for helping us get A for economy,haha. She is great teacher ah,we supposed to belanja ms chan makan geh but ms chan paid for us instead >< , so we have to belanja ms chan back on da future xD . Ms chan told me a very sad tragedy...YES i have to cut and dye off my hair for thursday anugerah day on my school,OMG, i left my school already mah ,still have to cut off my hair =.= what the hell~~i keep my hair for FEW months liao leh,got gan qing de mah ...so sad la if i cut my hair off =x . LOOK at my hair... T_T sad sad sad

(sad pose ,shud giv my school geh teacher see my blog to tong qing me =x)

new year gathering =)

Happy chinese new year and happi valentine day . Today i went out with my form6 friends and really had a enjoyable day with them xD . We went to jusco without any planning,so they decided to move to my house instead and ply 21 dim in my house @@. Pui yin is da big winner =x . im da big loser i think lols. Here ish da super HD pictures == without any editings @@.

New Style. Check it out ;)

Finally, i dye my hair le. Wakakak,am i look nicer now? as i promised i'll upload my latest pictures on my blog and facebook~ xD leave comment leh . =P

new year coming liao!!

OSH,long time din update my blog liao lur~(Did u notice that i always start with this sentence?lols) what i wan to announce here is...i wanna change my hair style,and going to dye my hair,haha! I promise will upload my latest picture on blog and facebook once i dye my hair,haha. So,just wait lor,perhaps going to dye on next tuesday,wait and see lo,lols ~~

really get addicted ..

omg..i really cant stop from watching shadow art's pv..thats just SO FREAKING cool!!!! wish i could make own shadow art and own music as cool as what i've posted on my musics playlist. :) god bless me..

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osh! long time didnt update my blog already...nothing to share anywayz becoz there's no any events recently.I just finished watching clannad season 1 yesterday,i watched season 2 first before season 1 @@.Feel like going to watch season 2 again,haha.Clannad's plot is good,and its a masterpiece (my personal views) maybe the beginning seem not very interesting but if you continue watching it,you will realize that the story is really good...Sadness,happiness and other feelings can be found in the anime.Clannad season 1 is about love story,and also some co-star's stories,most of the stories are really meaningful especially fuko's story.Come to season 2,Clannad is totally became a SAD and touched story...what happenned on main char is really sad.~~

P/s:This is not an advertisment,lol,what i wan to say is if you are really free,u may download this anime and watch it xD.

recovering ;)

osh! good evening! long time din touch my blog already~feel bored today so i decided to update my blog. Good news? lol . 1week,exactly 1week,i started to recover,i've been suffered for A WEEK then there's a sign of recovering == whoa!what da hell! i can't go countdown with my friend and go to k-box because of my sickness! what ish da sickness? i dont know leh,dont ask me== . doctor just simply said " lepas fewer mungkin akan kluar bitik merah one,minum more 100plus la boyz,PLT (what issit?==)in darah awak is dropping,dtg balik 2hari kemudian."Whoa,what is PLT man,my PLT was 177 on 2days ago,today i went to check my blood and it turned to 161..OMG its dropping!! so the doctor want me to recheck my blood again on this wednesday == . Swt..I've been cucuk-ed for 3times edi!! Awww!!! whats going on with me,sigh.My mom is just ok...my mom get da same symptoms just like me...and yes , my mom is recovering too~ glad~~but those bitik merah still very itchy ==*scratch scratch* ,lucky it didn't grow on my face..wuahahaha! thats d onli thing that i wan to thank to guan yin.haha! I guess my sickness have to wait another week for fully recovered =x .by the ways,i'm here to thank everyone for caring me always =) .Thats all for today!

Third working day

OMG,i did something wrong again =x,i gave orange juice to the customer (supposed to be lemon juice) ,how reckless i am == cant even differentiate between lemon juice and orange juice??? sigh~.Today got alot of customers and i started to panic and felt nervous @@ awwwww~tasukete kudasai!! By the way ,today got one new employee who is my long lost contact's friend - Stephy Mun. I feel so happy coz got someone to accompany and chit chat around,haha. But we cant chit chat lor,manager will show his "darky face" to us =x what to do leh~ just smile smile when she pass by~ lol. I guess i will stop working everynight on FNT becoz i am going to town to be interviewed for another job @@ but on saturday and sunday will continue my job at jusco as part timer.. $$$$ ...

Second days on JUSCO

working at jusco now~ at food and tea... dun come to visit me pls,i look ugly coz i haven't dye my hair and style my hair..wearing spec and tat stupid uniform doesn't fit me at all ==,that size is M i guess...but im L! By the way,become a waiter is not an easy work...gotta kip on walking around..kinda tiring. Today i wrote wrong order from customers,i admit that was my fault because im didn't notice that the dishes that the customers ordered were not same wif da number that i wrote..feel so depressed >< and so soorry to da customers @@.Sigh.what to do? just apologize and dun do da same mistake lo =P .

Finally,i have my own blog~ gonna write whateva i like on my blog,dun think i will kip on updating my blog but you may take a look on anytime xD